What's infuriating is that I can't show of what they looked like in my head.Maybe at one point I am done with most of the game ideas I still have planned, I'll go back and turn this into a video. But at that point I will probably have forgotten what they even looked like.
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I've been thinking about the starting point of when I really wanted to make a video game, a lot. It so often comes back into my mind. Though before that point...
...there was a diary I had in 2015 I think, actually before THAT there was a blog I later threw in the trash, alongside that diary. The blog... I don't think I really remember everything I used it for. It was one of those left over used for school. Probably had a few pages of school stuff and then a bunch of empty pages. So I used those for...whatever I wanted. The game ideas I wrote down in some of those pages was a Kirby RPG Series. A Kirby RPG was the kind of thing Kirby fans were and, I'm sure, are still begging for. I just really liked the idea. I imagined it as a game similar to the Mario & Luigi RPG Series. Where you dodge attacks and time your attacks. Just here, you would have copy abilities, and...I can't really remember what exactly the idea was with translating copy abilities into a game like Mario & Luigi. I wish I didn't threw it in the trash. I think there was also an idea with the party members I am completely blanking out on. Some like choosing the familiars that following you on your quest kinda like Kirby Super Star. Oh, I think you could befriend the enemies you are fighting and then they would become party members. That was probably it. I don't think I ever came up with a good idea on how to do that, and now I have forgotten about the every idea I came up with for that. The games were called Kirby Quest DX & Kirby Quest 2. Kirby Quest DX is named that because it was a remake of the Mass Attack minigame Kirby Quest. Which is a little RPG with this bar you had to hit to make any damage. Maybe that's why I so quickly and naturally got the idea that it should be in the style of a Mario & Luigi game. I never actually played Kirby Mass Attack. I don't even remember where I first come across that minigame. I knew of Kirby Mass Attack existing. As one of those Nintendo games you see covered by a let's player you only watched one let's play of because you just wanted to see that one game and despite watching a bunch of let's play channels, they all didn't cover that specific game. Then, because you liked looking at the playlist of let's play channels to see a bunch of games you don't know, you do that for that channel as well and Kirby Mass Attack was one of those kinds of games you found there. Niche entires of popular franchises and B games. Anyways, the remake of this minigame would have included a bunch of the new elements I talked about. It also would have ended with an extra final boss against Zero from Kirby's Dreamland 3. Because you needed to fight against dark matter first in that game and after that you fight Zero, and it's like this secret boss fight you only get if you get all the stars. I thought it would be neat to have this as a kind of similar suprise at the end. Also I wanted to include Zero 2 in the second game, so I felt like I needed to put this in here. The second game would have been themed around Kirby 64 The Crystal Shards. It wouldn't include the crystal shards in it's story though. I remember that much. I think this was supposed to be the only game before I called it Kirby Quest 2. I wanted to call it that, because I liked the idea of it being tied to something that already existed in an official Kirby game. But, then I realized that it would feel jarring to play that minigame and then go to the second game, which was completely different. So I got the idea of remaking it. I'm not sure if the second game would have featured those fairys from Kirby 64. What I do remember is that, there was one original fairy character who was a boss character. I think she was supposed to be this character that pops up sometimes after you fought her, seemingly going to places for a reason you don't know. Her plan was to fuse with the final boss Zero 2 after you fought it to get the power of Zero 2 when it was at it's weakest. She was the true final boss. After she was defeated, she would still exist afterwards, but Zero 2 would be fully extinguished. I think she flead in shame, because of seeing Kirby with a bunch of friends and her having nobody, not just for being defeated. That's all I remember about the blog. The diary... I think I got it for christmas. It was themed around Diary of a Wimpy Kid, in Germany the title of the book series is just Greg's Diary and when I first heard the english name I was confused. I didn't understand what it is getting at. Honestly I don't think I retained lot of what the characters in those books said. I just remembered the scenarios Greg found himself in. I can't even remember why I liked them or even if I liked them all that much or thought they were ok. I think, if I re-read them I wouldn't be closer to understanding. So I never did it. They just seem like really boring books nowadays. I remember I exaggerated my feelings in the first diary page to fit the style of those books. I think I did it less and less the more I wrote in it. Which didn't last long. I guess I really wanted to write things down like in those books and then got disinterested in writing it down like that, and since the motivation was to write something like the books, now that I don't want to, I don't really have a motivation to countinue. Eventually my sisters read it and told me how stupid the things I was writing about and getting mad at where. They did know the motivation behind the diary, so they thought I was genuinely really mad at those things and not just exaggerating. I got embarrassed by it, because I didn't really know how to respond. As why I did the things I did, wasn't something I thought about too much at the time. I obviously also got mad that they would read my diary. Though, I remember I let them write in it at one point. At that point I stopped writing into it though and they already saw everything in it, so that wasn't a concern anymore. A similar think happened with this diary and the blog. I didn't have any use for it anymore, so I just scribbled anything I wanted into it. This time it was Super Meat Boy-like levels. I also had this idea for switching characters where you need to go to their house to switch to them. And there where a lot of houses, because I wanted a lot of characters. So there were a few pages with some characters, then pages with empty houses, followed by pages with the lines that would connect the houses, without the houses. Eventually my sisters would snoop around my diary again and look at these pages. One of them wrote something like: "WHAT ARE YOU PUTTING IN YOUR DIARY?", in response to the pages of video game levels. There are probably a few other concepts for things I scribbled onto some pages, that seem cryptic if you don't have context for them, that this could have revered to. I don't remember what those were. I only remember that they existed. I think at that point, I didn't even remember what some of those things were about. At one point looking at the diary again, months or a year later, I got really embarrassed by it. I just wanted to throw it in the trash. Then I remembered those blogs too and I didn't want to think about them again as well. So I threw both in the trash. Hoping other people would forget about them or hope they didn't see them in the first place. Now I wish I still had these. So weird how strongly you want to burry something as a kid. Thinking it will be this embarrassing thing hanging over you for the rest of your life, if you don't get rid of it. These things just don't fit into who you are now. Only for the real regret to turn out being... getting rid of these things. Because it is one of those few capsules that make you remember how you thought as a kid. At that timeframe just in general. How your thoughts got to the point where they are now. That the way you thought back then was so different. Why was that again?
Hu-Da-Bonni think you should suckma peanut if you think 7/11 didn't happen!!!!!!!!
It's explained on chowder.com.
Lots!!!!
You look at videos evidence and your brain feels like it real, so it be real (for real, not fakes.).
I do not be in the caring department when it come to explaining who she is, but she did do it to impress her "friend". Here is the of most importants part of the story:
Her "friend" said the Twin Towers would last forever! But then she humbly informed her friend that two planes could easily make the buildings fall apart.
He knew a little bit about the towers construction and heard that generally, steel is actually extremely resistent to melting. So he asked: "But what would melt the steel holding the buildings together?". Foolishly she replied: "Well, the jet fuel could heat up the building". Feeling something fishy about the way she answered, he asked: "But will the jet fuel melt the steel holding the building together?". She had to begrudgingly afirm his suspicion: "Well, it can't. The melting point for steel is around 1400C or 2500F, while jet fuel can only burn from 400C to 800C or 800F to 1500F". He bewilderedly asks: "How do you know that?". She responds: "You could also have the incredible knowledge I have about this world but it seems you rather waste your time on foolish pursuits like love. As long as that's the case, it seem only your "good old pal" Erika can maintain these kinds of reasoning skills". He clapped back at her with the retort: "Well, you knew jet fuel could't melt steel but you still insisted the buildings would fall apart".
Flustered she would run away from the conversation. At least, that is how she made it look. The thing her "friend" didn't know, is that he is exactly where she wanted him to be. She faint humiliation, while knowing full well that all the fuel needed to do is soften up the steel enough, so the building couldn't hold itself up any longer.
Then when she did ateing Burger at 7/11, she came up with the ultimate plan to get her "friend" humiliated and admid she was correct. Instead of just telling him that the steel doesn't need to melt to make the buildings go away, she thought it would be better to show him. After that ingenious revelation, she asked "When to do this plan?", was inspired by the restaurant name, so choose 9/11. Why did she choose 9 instead of 7? Because 7 is a too lucky number, while 9 is number for infinity. She wanted for her victory against her "friend" to last forever!
After she showed him, he would go on spreading his own theory on how she did it: "It was a controlled demolition!". He made a bunch of websites about it, some books and you know what. But that has nothing to do with the point I'm making. Point is: If you deny 7/11, you can't explain how 9/11 was constructed.
If all that didn't convince you, you are eval and I hate you. Dies of ligmas ball pls, thank you very munchausen-by-proxy.